There is nothing like fear. Fear of failure is something I face far too often. It creates stress and anxiety so I’ll just drop whatever I was doing at the time and move on. Facing my fears and telling my stories is going to stop this cycle.
Sharing my weight with you is helping me but boy is it scary. For far too long I’ve lived my life in a state of body dysmorphia. Believing I am thinner than what I actually am. Hiding from the truth. Not seeing the state of myself, of my health. Settling with what I have. I’m sick of settling. I want more out of life. So here goes….
Last week when I gave myself a good reality check my weight was 111.7Kg
Today after joining MyFitnessPal and not buying junk I weigh
I have felt an incredible amount of support already. Friends are offering to go on walks with me, suggesting different weight loss products. It’s all fantastic and I’m so excited to share it with you all. Even if I’m fretting on the inside.
My first goal is a 5% loss. So I’m hoping to get there in five weeks. Hopefully it will be a Good Friday all round. Once I get to my goal I’ll share another shot with my clock 🙂